阿保的生日

五月七日是阿保的生日。我在一个星期前就开始计划要如何让她过一个难忘的生日。我知道这是她第一个在国外的生日，我只希望让她过的难忘。


我们在这里认识了几个土耳其的朋友，所以我就和他们说好要帮她在一天前庆祝。他们也很爽快地答应了。我买了她需要的背包套做为生日礼物。而我们的生日大餐就是在我们的新朋友父亲所开的土耳其餐馆那庆祝。看看照片就知道有多美味了。我不求什么，只希望阿保有个快乐的生日。








后来不久我们就回家了。我真笨，把做给她的生日卡藏得不好，阿保很快就找到了。我们接着拍了好多照片，有耍cool的，有扮鬼脸的，扮傻瓜的，也有扮甜美。总之有很多很多，看照片就懂了。这一天很快就结束了，十二点一到，就是阿保真正的生日了。阿保生日快乐!

已经五月了

已经五月了。不知不觉来到纽西兰已经过了三个月。这些日过得还真的有酸甜苦辣。在这里也待了快要十个星期了。来这里最大的目的-疗伤也算完了吧。最起码我已经很久没为他在掉眼泪，也不会觉得难过。再过十多天，我的快乐旅程就要开始了。忙了这么久，终于可以开始尽情的玩乐了。

上一两个星期，老板发了个电邮给我通知我已经被公司裁退了。我并没有太大的反应，只是平平的回答有什么事使我需要做的。而公司的同事也纷纷来电问候我，说真的还蛮开心得。因为大家都会关心这也证明我的人缘也不差。哈哈。。。其实在来这里前，我原本就打算题辞称。而那时是老板帮我拿到五个月的无薪假期，我才会有机会被裁退而且还得到赔偿。我应该感到开心。离开公司来到这里，就已经做好会失去这份工作的心理准备。现在只是在兑现原本应该发生的事罢了。唯一让我有些不适的事，是没合公司的同事好好说再见，留电邮。。。

在纽西兰的这段时间，我看了很多，听了很多，学了很多。世间的人情世故，人与人之间的奇妙的变化，天地王物的转变是多么的神奇，难以抓摸。我不敢说我懂了可是我觉得我开始有根深一层的领悟，也明白有很多事使我无法估计，无法抵挡，根无法控制的。看到这里的人是不是已经一头雾水了？戏如人生，人生如戏，就是这么简单化的复杂。

Is Already May...

How time flies...It seems so long that I last posted any news here. My last post was in March,more than 1 month ago. Not much had happened lately which makes writing blogs kind of tough. But tonnes of thoughts flew by each days...

Well coming to this point pf time, I am so glad to say that time has indeed heal my wounds... There are gains and lost during this peroid of time. I gain back the jasmine that was "lost", the smiles that is from the heart and most importantly gain back the goals I have plan in my life... As for lost, I was marked as "redundant" in my job and hence I was removed. Before leaving SG, I was already prepared for the worst when it comes to my job. When it happened, the things that makes me sad is not able to say GOOD BYE to all my colleagues and bosses... I did not even had a change to take some memorable photograph of the place I worked for 3years, it isnt easy for me. But I am still glad I made this choice in leaving SG and carry out my plans.

Well those people that I'll miss after my depart from NMX, I believe we'll meet again somewhere out there. True Friends are bonded by heart not by distance.

Actually i did wrote some blog in my pc, but i forgot to post it...perhaps I'll repost it when I get the chance again.

Oh, my thoughts is actually in a kind of mess, not flowing in good sequences or orders so from the way I write my blog, the words are just flying aroung with different feelings and thoughts in different paragraphs.

Today is 16th May, which is also my last day working in Wellington. There after 5days later, I'll start my FUN in touring backpacking...I am not sure what's lying in front of me when I do my touring and I dont know what's going to happen after I return to SG. These question marks will find itself an answers when the time comes. I start to learn another lesson during my stay here...

Worry for something that had not happened,
Is pretty worrying for nothing at the point.
Worry for something that had already happened,
Is pretty pointless as it had already happened.

We cant control what others think or do, but we can control our own acts and thoughts. Though some of results are not what we expected or what we want to see, but is results that we have to bear.

Guess there will be more thoughts when my journey start again on the road...